I got this question from a girl on instagram, so I told her I could make a post about this, since it's maybe more of you guys having thought about this?
It's actually really hard to tell a moment, because this is a growing journey. I'd say my first connection with my inner self came to me when I started to paint. I needed to deal with my anxiety, so I started to paint what I felt. When I'm painting I'm in a total meditated mode, and this is one of my first times I really felt that I could observe myself. Take a look my art gallery here . Here we have two of my early paintings and the inspo for my phone case . The feeling of total anxiety.
Painting was truly amazing to make me be able to observe it instead of having it inside of me as a demon.
After this I got to know a girl named Amanda, she is such a spiritual being and showed me so much; the tarot cards, rituals and stuff. I did never really get it by then but she inspired me a lot, and still does. So since then I've been open for it, but without doing barely anything about it. Since maybe 2 years back I have been into making vision boards tho, so "it" have been with me a little while back. I've also noticed how powerful those have been. After have dealing with a lot of inner demons, been pushing myself harder than I ever thought I would, last year, I decided in the beginning of this year to put myself in the first room of my life. Not my goals, my self. I got attracted to all that stuff that where about how to feel happy, good and just amazing.
I started to read books, meditate more often and criticize my behaviours. I realised how much hidden we have inside of us. How much we have in our unconscious mind, so I wanted to fint the real "Greta" again and tried to be really open minded.
I started to look at pictures of me as little girl, I wanted to remember my senses from this time. I never had anxiety? I was just me.
Anyway, I went to Paris this spring and walked into a crystal store just at the street I lived at a cupple of years ago, where I bought my first crystal. It was an Azurit which is great for the third eye and to wide your perspective. After this Ohlamoon.se opened up their webshop which I truly loved so I bought their card deck and started to get some daily good vibes from it.
Are you spiritaul? How did you get spiritual??? It would be amazing to take part of.